So heres the thing ok …
I have reached my absolute fucking limit due to this situation I have found myself in. For so long I have seen no way out but I have decided to make a huge change in my life.
Im cutting myself off. Im throwing in the towel. This is done for me … all done.
Im getting the fuck out of this horrid shithole … The United Kingdom can go fuck itself … its never been any good for me.
In less than 48 hrs I will leave Scotland and drive to the English coast with all my worldly belongings packed in my car.
I will then board a ferry and enter Europe … I have a faint promise of temporary accomodation in Geneva, Switzerland.
But no job.
And no language.
No real prospects of any kind – less than a grand in the bank.
Im rolling the dice.
Yes I have regrets.
But only one … and they will understand why I am doing this.